Chriss (starrliteushine) wrote,
Chriss
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*Yawns!*

Wow its been awhile..since the last time I wrote in here. Hows everyone doing? Well I hope better then me. I'm having some problems..that I wish I could get some help about but I cant because I dont have insurance to cover it..doctors..dentist..etc. It pisses me off that I cant see a doctor for what is happening in my life right now..im so depressed with everything (except for Rob) that it is making my social life crappy. I dont have many friends that I talk to anymore..or hang out with anymore. I'm tired of the way I feel all the time. I wish it would all just go away..im tired of it. Rob is the only thing in my life that is making me happy..he is there for me when I need him and he is trying to get me some help..so I can feel better. Like yesterday for instance..I was talking to this old friend (well hes not really my friend anymore) online..and everything was fine until he called me a whore..and a bunch of other horrible things/names..that really hurt my feelings. He said he hates me because I wont fock him ( I dont swear anymore..its overrated..lol.) I think that is the most dumbest thing I have ever heard in my life. He is just jealous because I dated his friend and not him..(for people that want to know who im talking about..its not important..I dont really want to say names here.) I'm just tired of people hating me all the time for no reason..I dont get what I did to deserve this. :(
Rob is the best..and I love him so much..and when im having a bad day..and I get to hear his voice at the end of my day..it makes me feel a whole lot better. I'm so glad that I found the one..because he is there for me through everything. I love you Robert Scott Weis...:) Anyway..im just tired of all the crap that has happened to me..I just want to say thank you Rob for everything that you have done. You are truly the best..and I want to be with you forever. Okay..change of subject...my mom and I have been getting along better. She sent me this email the other day and it was beautiful..it made me cry. It was one of the songs she wants played at her funeral when that time comes. It was called "When that day comes" (When she dies and goes to heaven.) Well yea..so im happy that were getting along so much better....
My sister is having some issuses with her bf Jim..and he makes wrong choices all the time and she sits there and takes it. God I wish for once she could find the right guy..or at least stop giving handouts and let jim do things on his own. So yea..I feel for her..I hope things get better. Damn its hott in here...lol. I should probably get going because I have to work at 8am..and I need some sleep. Sorry for babbling so much..im just tired of my life and how sucky it is..well except for Rob of course..hehe. Alright well im off to bed..goodnight everyone. Please comment if you want...later..
~Chriss~
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